The Internal Musings of a Complex Mind

Just to update on the guitar story, my roommate bought a guitar so I still get to learn and practise. All is not lost!

I haven’t been consistent though, but I’m happy I get to have it. I think losing the other guitar made me more passionate about learning guitar this time around. You never know what you’ve got till it’s gone, right?

Right now I’m learning Sacred by Amel Larrieux. There are no chords on the Internet so I had to listen and get the chords in my head. I love this! I was told the only way to learn an instrument is to listen to the music and play it on the instrument, kind of like singing…you listen to the song then sing it.

Sacred has really simple chords but that’s what I need. I haven’t even learned how to play the simple chorus yet…but I will. I’m really happy about this.

Self-actualization here I come!

Wow it has been long since I came to this space.

Life has pretty much moved along in its varying degrees of lightning speed pace and snail slowness…

I even wonder where I would start right now…

Currently I’m delighting in watching other people’s love lives blossom, go through their ups and downs and begin…not in that order. I am relegated to this because my own lack of a love life is quite depressing. So, instead of being depressed, why not watch others happiness and try to let it be my own happiness too in a small way?

Weird, I know. I don’t want to be jealous so I’m harnessing all the and feelings into good things like supportiveness and joy. I think it will work. I just wish I didn’t have this heavy heart to carry around. I just hope it gets lighter. Soon.